I’m still here. Pretty sore. The frankenboobs look, well, frankenbooby. This probably lets you in on my twisted sense of humor, but when I look at them in the mirror it’s like they’re making faces at me. The flap side looks like an orange smile (you know when you put an orange wedge in your mouth and smile?) The other side looks like a wrinkly frown. Maybe I have a little Harry Potter on the brain but it reminds me of the Sorting Hat’s mouth and I half expect it to shout out “Hufflepuff!” when I’m putting on deoderant. Yep. That how my imagination rolls. Can’t really blame it on the percocet either.
It sort of feels like I’m holding nerf footballs under each armpit, which is kind of weird. Pain is still the worst in my back. I think the most annoying part is the not lifting/pushing thing. As long as something is at arm’s height I can do it, but if I have to get it at an angle, there’s just no way. I’ve been watching a lot of the Food Network which makes me want to cook and then I remember, Oh yeah, I can’t even get the jug of milk out of the refrigerator. Or get something into/out of the oven/microwave. Oo. I just realized the toaster oven is at arm’s height. That opens up some options for me. Maybe I should start a blog for gourmet toaster oven recipes. Hmm..
I’ve been knitting. Socks. The cable dress is too heavy. I get a row in here or there but then my arms feel like they’re going to fall off. So I just finished my first pair of toe up socks, started way back when I had purple hair. Made a pair for J, of which he has already lost one, and I’ve started a pair for L, using some Tofutsie I bought when I first was learning how to knit.
9 responses to “Checking In”
amessen
July 15th, 2009 at 11:10
After reading this, I am sure I am not as brave as you. Wow. Maybe you could make some toaster oven pizzas — bagels or English muffins or half-hoagies make good bases. I think you can pop those frozen spinach artichoke dip things in there, too. 🙂 Hang in there. It’s worth it!
cheryl
July 15th, 2009 at 18:29
Praying for you Nicole. The photos look great and your sense of humor is ever present.
lydee
July 15th, 2009 at 18:40
love your description of frankenbooby 🙂
i’m praying that you heal soon.
mandycharlie
July 15th, 2009 at 18:54
You look fabulous.
I’m rooting for you.
🙂
Karen B
July 15th, 2009 at 22:50
Dear Frankenboob,
You are much in my thoughts. As long as you keep your expectations in line with reality you will be fine. Just remember – they aren’t boobs! They may be booblike but they aren’t boobs 🙂 Buy stick on tats. I always found that amusing! Love to you
knittedgems
July 16th, 2009 at 13:22
I’m amazed at how cheerful you look – even if it is the drugs talking. Hope you feel better soon!
radioactive tori
July 17th, 2009 at 08:05
You look great! I am so glad you are doing well. Surgery sucks, this all does, but I am glad you are handling it all with your awesome sense of humor.
Christie
July 20th, 2009 at 14:41
Haven’t seen you in a while. I’m all about you healing long before your perscription runs out. 😉 Love ya. You inspire me and I cherish you.
clergygirl
July 21st, 2009 at 18:58
Love your nickname for your new breasts. Hang in there!